SEASONS

I struggled for a long time to begin this blog post, unsure of what to say after such a long break from writing. I found myself erasing and rewriting, searching for the right words. In the end, the only thing I can offer is my honest self in this season of my life.

Right now, I’m on a plane, heading home. As I look out at the sky and the sunset, I find myself reflecting on what a year this has been. It’s November, and although the year isn’t quite over, it feels like it’s coming to a close.

We started 2024 with so much hope, praying for the miracle of bringing our babies home. It was a journey of faith and anticipation, and on August 13, 2024, we welcomed our beautiful daughters into the world. The memory of driving them home from the hospital is etched in my heart forever.

As I fly home, I find myself reflecting on everything this season has taught me.

My faith has grown deeper, and I’ve pushed myself in ways I never imagined.

I’ve learned to function on caffeine and embrace the need to slow down.

It’s been a year of growth and a season of learning to be a mom.

And if I'm being honest, different seasons can be messy, hard, confusing, and vulnerable. 

I don’t know what this year has brought for you whether it’s been marked by loss, growth, a long awaited miracle, or simply change. But wherever you find yourself, I know we have a Heavenly Father who watches over every step and every season. He is our Shepherd, always near, always caring.

Isaiah 40:11

He tends his flock like a shepherd:
He gathers the lambs in his arms
and carries them close to his heart; 
he gently leads those that have young.

Seasons look different for everyone. And I think that’s why God gives us this imagery of a shepherd with his sheep. We are so desperately in need of the guidance, teaching, and care of this Good Shepherd. As we stumble and fall, we can look to Christ and experience his gentle leading. As we struggle, we have the hope of Christ’s grace and a constant reminder that we are not alone. In fact, his word tells us God holds us close to his heart. In every season He is our Shepherd.